I wish you will be happy there, though what you get may not be what you really expect.
You may expect the exchange to be perfect, but don't do that way, you may get disappointed by the culture shock and those homesickness, coz these will be endless.
I will miss you very very much. You are my good friend. Though we do not talk much this semester, I keep thinking of you sometimes, and those happy time in Eco lab. Though we may never see each other in the future, I always have the best wishes to you, because you are such a sweet girl. There is a time that you said hi to me outside the lab door. you may have already forgotten, Because you probably had done that to many people that day. love that smile. I have a bad mood that time (and actually, for a long period of time.) îBut your smile has really made my day. I feel that there is something in my heart that I lost for so long, and suddenly it came back. I am so glad that I have met you such a great girl.
Hong Kong makes me so suppressed, and I don't know what and how to blame. I can't blame anyone, I just feel not happy and cannot let it out. I am afraid when such a feeling lasts for so long, it will become norms of my life.
And I know that is not the true version of me.
At least, I hope not.
You are right, that life is unpredictable. I could never predict that i would have had a feeling on you when accudentally sitting next to you, that we had some funny time in the fieldtrip, that we had a serious but honest talk on the 10th floor outside the greenhouse saying something that i had a feeling on you, but i could not foresee the future that we were possible to be together, and you had some problem with your good friend, and you did not really know why it happened. I am afraid that in the future when you come back, when I graduate, we don't even like knowing each other, and I am even not caring how much I am missing you like this. And all these become a history that neither of us care to mention.
Don't know what to say. The brain seems stopped. Good luck, girl, I have the best wishes on you.
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