Caffeine

I don't drink that much caffeine until I come to US. Coffee, energy drink, Coke, Dr.Pepper, all kinds of things that can extent my attention towards late midnight, or early early morning. However, I clearly know that my productivity at night is low, that I cannot focus on the work well at midnight. Tons of hours passed with little done, which makes things worse.

When this comes to a habit, though I still have no addiction to caffeine, I've already addicted to cheating myself.

I always think it's time to say goodbye with it, it is as hard as say goodbye to my family, every friend I loves; it is as easy as stepping forward to the boarding area without even turning my head.

Living paradoxically. Probably Laurel is right, that my mind sometimes contradicts my soul.