study hard is hard

Textbooks keep me awake, due dates keep me from bed. Study with some of the best friends made in US.

Gradually tolerate to the life in which never go to bed until you are more than tired. However, during the long long hours of "studying", the efficiency is not as high as expected. Procrastination is one of the norms. I'll never feel nervous until the very last second is coming.

Hate this life style, while being afraid of facing the possible new ways of living. If I'm not doing the life this way, then I will meet some other chances, other people, which on the other hand, complicated the issue itself.

Hense, is making choices on "to do" or "not to do" everyday. Deep pain, oh yes.

Study hard is hard, coz I always know I'm keeping myself pretend to study hard.

To tell how I feel - I love while hate this.