Sunday, April 29, 2012

Hebrew Bible Study

Tomorrow will be the final of Old Testament. No matter whether can get an overall A in the class, the Jewish Bible Study has already opened a window for me to explore a world which is wholly new to my life.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Is getting more and more to do

Keep typing sudden thoughts. I know I'm procrastinating, and I know I will cherish this period years later - one, two, no matter what the number is.

Umbrella

Sometimes we rejected other people and tend to be cold, not because we do not like them, but we are afraid of facing ourselves - both in our minds and others.

But this is the real charm of humanity. Any description seems to be meaningless. We are not that rational as we believe. Most of the time, I try to be nice to you and I don't care why. That is my nature.

I'm not sure, but maybe, there will be a day raining heavily. And you happen to forgot bringing the umbrella, and at that time, exactly at that period, the scene today could flash in your mind. That is all I expect. We deserve it.

Happiness goes away no matter how hard you try to stop it. Is going to say goodbye to US. Tons of scene cram into my minds. Those smiling faces, those people, all those came in my life, they deserve this forever.

A Second is like A Year

Keep asking me this question, that if I will leave tomorrow, what will be different from leaving at May.14th.

Who else will I miss, and who else will I be missing. Will I regret for those things if they happened?

Sounds impossible assumption. Yes. But this month seems not matter that much.

That's probably why I'm so suffering right now.

am I work hard?

I know me. I'm tired now.

Saturday, March 31, 2012

Thank You All.

April is coming. This is the day of fooling, but I'm not fooling everyone.

After almost two hours drive, we finally arrived at Mercer around 2 a.m. Watching a game without Jeremy Lin is regretful, but the whole night was awesome. Cheers. Crowds. CNN. Sushi. Atlanta. Rainy. Fall asleep in the car two times, and woke up when Raymond arrived Roberts Hall.

Everything is silent. We got off the car, and walked back to our apartments. The 2-minute way is just as long and slow as lasting forever, maybe because I just thought about many thingg.

I could tell whether I'm happy or not, and luckily, I am.

It was such a illusion. How could I actually arrive here.

I feel I will lose something, and I may lose more if I don't write down something. It was just like yesterday that I closed the door of the study room, leaving CSC, and said to Jun:"March is coming."

I want to say these ASAP. I don't want to wait till the time of departure and say everything, although I know that is slowly coming, which make me feel afraid.

Thank you, all my friends in America. i learnt what is ambition, what is friendship, and what is love from you.

I haven't expected to meet you when I stepped out from the plane in Chicaco O'Hare International Airport, and now, I'm afraid of leaving you. That is life.

I've said I will try to come back two years later. But I'm afraid that after two years, you are no longer you, and I am no longer I.

So, I wrote these in memory of the time when you are you, and I am I.

It's a pleasant journey, it is a memorable journey.

4/1/2012

In memory of the exchange at Mercer.


Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Study hard

The test for old testament is coming soon, and I feel that I have enough confidence to get another nice mark.