Love

I feel lonely, maybe because I still do not have a girl whom I love and care.
But I am here waiting, though I keep talking to myself that I need the focus these two years.
Well, maybe I can, maybe I cannot. Who knows where the love is.

Poor at listening

Guess no one is gonna visit this blog, and it is really a long time since the last post.
In short, the exchange is over and I am back hk again.
to tell the truth, I am not so happy these days. Cannot figure out what is wrong with my concentration, but I feel so tense and focus on my feeling so much and cannot understand my friends' word, neither could they follow my thoughts until I explain over and over again. Very frustrated when this pattern occurs on and on.

Plus, kinda feel so bad and unprepared to meet a girl, either accidentally bummed into or other ways.

Very confused.

Hebrew Bible Study

Tomorrow will be the final of Old Testament. No matter whether can get an overall A in the class, the Jewish Bible Study has already opened a window for me to explore a world which is wholly new to my life.

Is getting more and more to do

Keep typing sudden thoughts. I know I'm procrastinating, and I know I will cherish this period years later - one, two, no matter what the number is.

Umbrella

Sometimes we rejected other people and tend to be cold, not because we do not like them, but we are afraid of facing ourselves - both in our minds and others.

But this is the real charm of humanity. Any description seems to be meaningless. We are not that rational as we believe. Most of the time, I try to be nice to you and I don't care why. That is my nature.

I'm not sure, but maybe, there will be a day raining heavily. And you happen to forgot bringing the umbrella, and at that time, exactly at that period, the scene today could flash in your mind. That is all I expect. We deserve it.

Happiness goes away no matter how hard you try to stop it. Is going to say goodbye to US. Tons of scene cram into my minds. Those smiling faces, those people, all those came in my life, they deserve this forever.

A Second is like A Year

Keep asking me this question, that if I will leave tomorrow, what will be different from leaving at May.14th.

Who else will I miss, and who else will I be missing. Will I regret for those things if they happened?

Sounds impossible assumption. Yes. But this month seems not matter that much.

That's probably why I'm so suffering right now.

am I work hard?

I know me. I'm tired now.