1.20 Officially done with undergraduate

Finally submitted the thesis this afternoon. My bachelor's period is finally done. Too stressful these days, but worth to be memorized.

Thanks Dr.Peng so much for being patient and serious and teach me many laboratory skills. I have learnt a lot from him.

Malaysian food night!

1.18 Third day shooting thesis at Shek Mun

Just found out that I actually did not submit the completed application form for UNC. That's stupid, and I have never imagined that I did this kind of silly stupid things. I should have check the information and submit it before the deadline, but it turns out that I didn't. OMG.

But it's useless to feel shameful and bad about that at this point. I need to focus on the thesis, thinking about my next step of graduate school admission, and keep my brain clear and sharp.

At shek mun library. Keep typing. The Discussion part seems in good progress. Gonna have a lunch and decide where to go and keep shooting the thesis this afternoon.

I told my friends that I hate this week. It's a week of rushing with the thesis, for the sake of bureaucracy. Have to deal with this in the future definitely, so what I learnt from this is to get prepared and foresee as much as possible, so that the hardship can be dealt with more confidence.

Can't understand myself sometimes. Attention can be distracted easily. I should learn to focus more. Focus.

1.17 Second day at Shaw fighting for thesis

At one time I was thinking that finishing this thesis by next monday is mission IMPOSSIBLE.
And that is not as horrible as I imagine. Many things are like this way. Sometime you just overimagine the possibility of failure and that is totally nonsense.
Stress level still high, but I can handle this job. Is spending more and more attention to make the thesis more coherent and logical. Many detailed work are needed, but now I need a relax to get prepared with the biochemistry lecture in the next hour.

Prof.Yung said I could submit next Tuesday. If possible, I will try finishing next monday.

1.16 Random thoughts at Shaw Library

There are so many things that we can't determine the fate, even we've tried our best, so what we could do is still try our best and accept whatever results there may be.

People have a reason choosing or not choosing something or somebody, don't disturb their thoughts and respect whatever decisions they will make. Nothing is guaranteed, and nothing is so perfect.

When finding yourself can't sit down and focus on the work, just get rid of it and have some relaxed music.

Keep typing and typing till the end of I don't know maybe my life.

Oh I have to check for that cool cool BBC video for neuroscience. How can I forget that.