There is no guarantee in the world.
I need to learn how to respect the honored.
People are trying their best to help me, with their own judgement. It is their mercy to respect me as a person. However if I cannot understand and respect what they cannot do, they will leave finally anyway.
Learn to be a more mature person. Be a better person.
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
Monday, June 3, 2013
6.3 And I am still alone
1. Had dinner with two friends tonight. We know each other since 2009 when we became freshman of BU. One of them is going to study for master degree in the United States; he will get his visa tomorrow, and leave hong kong on Thursday. The other guy, who is also my roommate during the freshman year, will study for master degree at CUHK.
2. Hong Kong is extremely hot these days. The sun is spicy, the wind is humid, and the only thing good is that all the building have strong air-conditioners. So, staying in the lab all day is not a bad idea to keep away from the high temperature.
3. GRE is about to come. Have practiced a bit on each sections already, but haven't tried altogether thing yet.
4. Conduct a lot of researches on biomod these days. Team members are doing everything except responding my message, so the tense is accumulating with a little complaint. Also the lab thing still have not started so personally I feel very very worried.
5. Have to do a little presentation to the representatives of Water Department next week. The transgenic zebrafish is on the way to become a monitor for water quality. Cool stuff.
6. Most of the friends are leaving me. I feel very tired of meeting new people and saying good bye to the old friends a lot. I need somewhere to find who I am, where I am going to, and making sure whether I can actually realize my dream.
7. It costs like ENDLESS to stick to a dream, an ambition, or whatever. I hate this but having no choices. Things are changing, people are coming and leaving. No one really care about you except you can choose what kind of life you want.
8. Happy birthday, Isabella Wong. You are my good friend and I'm truly grateful about having met you in Hong Kong.
9. People seem to focus on themselves so much as I do. Who care about having a dinner tomorrow together?
10. And I still have to work on my CV, Statement of Purpose, figuring out which institutions have good neuroscience program for application.
11. I will meet one of my good friends in Boston this november.
12. And I am still alone. How long will it last.
13. Sometimes, being mature, independent, or whatever, is a very very tiring thing. seriously.
2. Hong Kong is extremely hot these days. The sun is spicy, the wind is humid, and the only thing good is that all the building have strong air-conditioners. So, staying in the lab all day is not a bad idea to keep away from the high temperature.
3. GRE is about to come. Have practiced a bit on each sections already, but haven't tried altogether thing yet.
4. Conduct a lot of researches on biomod these days. Team members are doing everything except responding my message, so the tense is accumulating with a little complaint. Also the lab thing still have not started so personally I feel very very worried.
5. Have to do a little presentation to the representatives of Water Department next week. The transgenic zebrafish is on the way to become a monitor for water quality. Cool stuff.
6. Most of the friends are leaving me. I feel very tired of meeting new people and saying good bye to the old friends a lot. I need somewhere to find who I am, where I am going to, and making sure whether I can actually realize my dream.
7. It costs like ENDLESS to stick to a dream, an ambition, or whatever. I hate this but having no choices. Things are changing, people are coming and leaving. No one really care about you except you can choose what kind of life you want.
8. Happy birthday, Isabella Wong. You are my good friend and I'm truly grateful about having met you in Hong Kong.
9. People seem to focus on themselves so much as I do. Who care about having a dinner tomorrow together?
10. And I still have to work on my CV, Statement of Purpose, figuring out which institutions have good neuroscience program for application.
11. I will meet one of my good friends in Boston this november.
12. And I am still alone. How long will it last.
13. Sometimes, being mature, independent, or whatever, is a very very tiring thing. seriously.
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