Long Tuesday studying. Today's main task is to tackle with the quiz of molecular biology. Luckily enough, there was no quiz on the class today, but since there are classes on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday every week, there is always a chance to meet with the quiz tomorrow. So, I spent almost the whole night memorizing the lecture notes and making my own notes. I don't know whether this helps actually, but at least I am not spending time ignoring molecular biolgy, which I could give a self-explanation.
It is always hard to get an A. I am trying to study hard to reach the highest GPA ever among my semesters, and it does not seems like a tough task. However, things are accumulating. Once you've made up your mind to study for the mid-term, you cannot really focus on other subjects during that period, because that will distract my efficiency. That's why I am so jealous at peoples who are excellent in multitask skill.
And, I become weird during the study mode. I mess up stuff beyond study. I lie to other people. I do not exactly go to the library to study for the mid-term. It is not a mid-term, it is just like a quiz occupying around 10% of the full course, and you don't even know when it occurs. You have to accept it because that pushes you to study, and that is what the university teaches you. Well, what I may finally obtain from the college is not knowledge, but ways to tackle with the problems coming. Sort of figure out what kinda guy I'm like in the future. Am I going to be weird? Unfortunatly, it is; fortunately, it is.
Wish me good luck tomorrow.
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Saturday, October 27, 2012
annoying dad
I have a Dad that I don't know how to describe. He behaves like a child sometimes. He works hard and earn money to ensure I am able to live and study in Hong Kong, he does not like doing housework, but many times he forces himself to do that, so that he will think he has done housework, at least, washing bowls.
And know he doesn't want to wash any bowls at all. And he has a big argue with mommy.
His reason is obvious, to save time to do more things that he want to do. He emphasizes that his body is far worse than before, that he wants to do as many things as possible before he technically "cannot".
So, my mom has to sacrifice. Sacrifice her time, sacrifice her health, to make up for the rest of the bowls.
Thing is just this little. And there is always a chance for little things to explode. It is all because of washing bowls, and it is more than washing bowls.
Maybe my mom does not care daddy at all. Or at a degree, his healthy. But even if that is true, shouldn't my dad take some housework at all?
Things are mutual. I do things for you, so it is reasonable that you do something for me. Although finally, I do for myself, and so do you.
人不为己，天诛地灭。
Dad thinks mom doesn't understand him. But why he does not explain? there is always a chance to clarify for yourself.
What else you do not really want to do? Let us know. Everything will be OK eventually. Don't miss the chance to avoid making yourself annoying.
And know he doesn't want to wash any bowls at all. And he has a big argue with mommy.
His reason is obvious, to save time to do more things that he want to do. He emphasizes that his body is far worse than before, that he wants to do as many things as possible before he technically "cannot".
So, my mom has to sacrifice. Sacrifice her time, sacrifice her health, to make up for the rest of the bowls.
Thing is just this little. And there is always a chance for little things to explode. It is all because of washing bowls, and it is more than washing bowls.
Maybe my mom does not care daddy at all. Or at a degree, his healthy. But even if that is true, shouldn't my dad take some housework at all?
Things are mutual. I do things for you, so it is reasonable that you do something for me. Although finally, I do for myself, and so do you.
人不为己，天诛地灭。
Dad thinks mom doesn't understand him. But why he does not explain? there is always a chance to clarify for yourself.
What else you do not really want to do? Let us know. Everything will be OK eventually. Don't miss the chance to avoid making yourself annoying.
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Twitter and missing phone
Just getting my twitter settled down in my iPad. Feeling good that I have so many channels to pour out my feeling, good and bad, happy and creepy, family and friends, home and school. I tend to avoid the attention of people more and more. I mean, I got 人人, facebook, weibo, too. But usually I just share posts of other people when using these stuff, rather than writing shits of my life. I used to do that but now I did not; especially when the bad mood comes, these are not good ideas. Rather I have my journal book, and the tiny little website space like here.
O-o, don't judge my word when you accidentally come. I tolerate curiosity of everyone, but just watch, and trying to get the meaning behind what I typed.
To say the creepy, I lost mobile phone today. It is the mobile phone that I argued with my mom, and she made up a lie in front of my dad about how it comes. What a good mom, but that is not the point. The point is how bad and careless I am.I is not the first time I've done the similar silly mistakes. My world has almost been stolen during the nightmare flight last year, and it took me a month to find it back. All my passports, id cards, credit card, just name it. The "bloody" experience seems doesn't work. This morning I am having breakfast in the Hong Kong Baptist Hospital. It should have been a normal saturday. I ate the breakfast, taking my phone out and start staring at a screen of news and posts in weibo. That is one of the ways to chill these time, as far as I am concerned. Then I finished the breakfast and took the tray back to the recycling area, then leaving the restaurant. It is not until the afternoon when I finished surfing the internet and the revision of ecology and the laboratory that I came to realize the missing of the mobile phone. My first reaction was that it might be left in the laboratory, because it relates to another ridiculous story. Last time I "lost" my student ID card, I found it back later in the pocket of my lab coat hanging at the back of the door. I even paid 100 HKD for a new one. Now I got two students card, and technically, there are two "ZOU Yukai" in Hong Kong Baptist University now. And due to the complicated logic of the digital world, I could open the lab's door with my previous card whereas entering library, common study room in AAB, Student Residence Hall with my new card.
Too far from the topic of mobile phone. I try all the ways to find it back, looking inside my bag, rushing to the restaurant and asked the staff there, and going back to the lab finally, expecting it could jumped out and gave me a surprise. But obviously, the more you expect, the more frustrated the result turned out to be. And that even do not matter, I could get other stuff being taken away, and it just coincidentally be my mobile phone. I have been way too careless and inattentive these days. Something accumulating unconsciously, which I think is "tense".
Anyway, I need a new phone. Sorry NOKIA that I could not use you all the time in the future. You are just a substitute for the time I do not have a new phone. What I need, hopefully, should be a completely same mobile phone. The only thing I can try now is do not let this known by my parents. They will get mad at me. They will say something like "I've told you so many times but you just turn a blind eyes on it". And I wasted their money; how can I face the frustration of them, and how can I dare to face the bad of myself.
For the concern of privacy, I changed all the passwords of the apps related to the phone. And I will set psw to the "new one" that the poor guy won't be able to use it even he got it next time (but hopefully I won't be that silly). Thanks for the kindness of the staff who lending her phone for me to dial my phone number, and awake my awareness of the security issue. Hong Kong is still a cold city though, people may be too busy to care for others. But that does not necessarily mean we do not love each other. So, I feel being blessed. Also, no more weiboing when having breakfast. NO MORE WEIBOING! Plus, I am going to Mong kok tomorrow to find the same samsung (Galaxy Ace S5380i). I am such a jerk. becare ful and do not waste money on the unnecessary stuff again.
Alright, I have already wasted many time on this tiny issue. I know the tiny issue reflects some worrying stuff that I must face, but I still need to change my mood to study for the next week. Two midterms, that is not joking, buddy.
O-o, don't judge my word when you accidentally come. I tolerate curiosity of everyone, but just watch, and trying to get the meaning behind what I typed.
To say the creepy, I lost mobile phone today. It is the mobile phone that I argued with my mom, and she made up a lie in front of my dad about how it comes. What a good mom, but that is not the point. The point is how bad and careless I am.I is not the first time I've done the similar silly mistakes. My world has almost been stolen during the nightmare flight last year, and it took me a month to find it back. All my passports, id cards, credit card, just name it. The "bloody" experience seems doesn't work. This morning I am having breakfast in the Hong Kong Baptist Hospital. It should have been a normal saturday. I ate the breakfast, taking my phone out and start staring at a screen of news and posts in weibo. That is one of the ways to chill these time, as far as I am concerned. Then I finished the breakfast and took the tray back to the recycling area, then leaving the restaurant. It is not until the afternoon when I finished surfing the internet and the revision of ecology and the laboratory that I came to realize the missing of the mobile phone. My first reaction was that it might be left in the laboratory, because it relates to another ridiculous story. Last time I "lost" my student ID card, I found it back later in the pocket of my lab coat hanging at the back of the door. I even paid 100 HKD for a new one. Now I got two students card, and technically, there are two "ZOU Yukai" in Hong Kong Baptist University now. And due to the complicated logic of the digital world, I could open the lab's door with my previous card whereas entering library, common study room in AAB, Student Residence Hall with my new card.
Too far from the topic of mobile phone. I try all the ways to find it back, looking inside my bag, rushing to the restaurant and asked the staff there, and going back to the lab finally, expecting it could jumped out and gave me a surprise. But obviously, the more you expect, the more frustrated the result turned out to be. And that even do not matter, I could get other stuff being taken away, and it just coincidentally be my mobile phone. I have been way too careless and inattentive these days. Something accumulating unconsciously, which I think is "tense".
Anyway, I need a new phone. Sorry NOKIA that I could not use you all the time in the future. You are just a substitute for the time I do not have a new phone. What I need, hopefully, should be a completely same mobile phone. The only thing I can try now is do not let this known by my parents. They will get mad at me. They will say something like "I've told you so many times but you just turn a blind eyes on it". And I wasted their money; how can I face the frustration of them, and how can I dare to face the bad of myself.
For the concern of privacy, I changed all the passwords of the apps related to the phone. And I will set psw to the "new one" that the poor guy won't be able to use it even he got it next time (but hopefully I won't be that silly). Thanks for the kindness of the staff who lending her phone for me to dial my phone number, and awake my awareness of the security issue. Hong Kong is still a cold city though, people may be too busy to care for others. But that does not necessarily mean we do not love each other. So, I feel being blessed. Also, no more weiboing when having breakfast. NO MORE WEIBOING! Plus, I am going to Mong kok tomorrow to find the same samsung (Galaxy Ace S5380i). I am such a jerk. becare ful and do not waste money on the unnecessary stuff again.
Alright, I have already wasted many time on this tiny issue. I know the tiny issue reflects some worrying stuff that I must face, but I still need to change my mood to study for the next week. Two midterms, that is not joking, buddy.
Friday, October 12, 2012
Mood
My mood changes too fast sometimes that I even cannot prepare for it. Bad mood interrupt me to view things clearly.
How to deal with it?
How to deal with it?
Tired
May have this title before, but that is not the point. Weird when in the tiredness, do not feel like talking or caring about the life of other people. But hate the current version of myself. Hope it is not the permant version of myself, but when it comes, I do not know how to deal with it.
Eating too many junk food. They are attractive, though; they are made of chicken, they are fried, they can be dipped with different flavors and sauces, and I can have them while watching the favourite soap drama for a whole night.
Not in the study mode, but the midterms are coming. wholly cow. positive power required. no more fast food. no more soap drama.
Eating too many junk food. They are attractive, though; they are made of chicken, they are fried, they can be dipped with different flavors and sauces, and I can have them while watching the favourite soap drama for a whole night.
Not in the study mode, but the midterms are coming. wholly cow. positive power required. no more fast food. no more soap drama.
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Phoebe
Those jerks do not care about you, but the whole universe does.
But still wanna be cared about a little.
But still wanna be cared about a little.
Shek mun afternoon
Normal day of study. Actually not much happened, just having a funny talk with a Malaysian friend this morning about the plan in the future. Hope having chance to hang out more with him, just saying.
Now sitting at shek mun campus and trying to figure out something to do. This part has been hard because it seems that the tasks of today have been completed.
Now sitting at shek mun campus and trying to figure out something to do. This part has been hard because it seems that the tasks of today have been completed.
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